❥So wired

Guys, don't worried about me. I'm fine. Thanks for all the concern. Especially that person(cannot be mention) and also found out something that i dont know for so long. I feel so warm after hearing. He message me already. But i feel kind of wired. Is the way he treating me wired. I guess. So insecured. I can't afford to loose him. Everyboby knows, does he know? How i wish everything can turn back. I'm just a burden to him i think. Feel like crying out everything. Will this makes me feel much more better? Noboby can understand me, i got so much to said to him. but.. i know thing will turn out worst. I'm tearing while writing. I just want thing to go smooth. I'm tired. I hope the trust is there. I really need more care.

I feel so alone. How i wish someone can really understand me.